2010.

Iv been through enough pains to last me a lifetime. I’ve loved before and got my broken heart. Now, you come into my life saying that you love me as if it was true. My heart wants to believe everything that you say but my logic tells me not to. Yet again, my logic has been ignored and now im so inlove with you…I really don’t know when or how but what I feel for you is true. Im taking a huge risk of getting my heart broken all over again. I don’t know if I can still survive it if I lose you but I am willing to face it. I know I do a lot of stupidities and show you that I don’t care. Right? I think by doing that so im pushing you away. Its like my defence to let you see that I don’t really love you but the fact is I really do.doubts often cloud my mind. How long will you stay? There are things I don’t know about you but you told me your stories.. everything about you seems unreal. you're just like a dream for everything that I want I had found in you but I don’t really know if you're just playing games and pretending just to make me fall deep. What is your purpose? That I don’t know? I love you true so please erase all these doubts that I feel in you.

Happy New Year, 2010 (:

xx.