Adakalanya hidup ini terasa amat susah

4 in the evening, he's off to work and im done with my stuff. i fall asleep right after doing my sastera & geography homework. did sasah our baju and jemur jugak :] since mom left us so i as the sister, do all the work. i wont MIND pulang doing those work, nanti in the future pun buat the same thing jua kalau khawin. kan sayang? hehe. YADAYADAYADA! Reed had his lunch tadi and i wasnt aware of his message. nyaman sudah tidur -.-' and im awake around 2. i gave him a missed call tapi no reply. he might be busy, my thoughts murmured. so wont bother about it and decided to log in into facebook. my status caught my dearly attention. he's updating it saying his phone TINGGAL di rumah /: haaaih. boring, baru jua kan ber-dating. i was effing hungry and luckily nini ada beli nasi tadi. so i had lunch with balqis. ia pun alum jua makan. was like kami 2 jea di rumah and the house was freaking sunyi. i decided to had my shower right after that, i smell mooooo! and now, im wearing his seluar bola and t-shirt :D Whee! and suddenly i remember about baju yang i jemur di bawah! asked balqis to bangkit baju, she's being so pemalas eh. sasak ku! lipat baju and terikah baju sekolah appy. pheew, my little brother. Reed didnt allowed me to suruh ia terikah sendiri. masih damit katanya, kalau form 1 baru tah terikah sendiri. and i was like, manasaja tah diri eh ;C so yeah. Balqis form 1, then ia terikah sendiri baju sekolah nya! HAHAHA suka ku. ia pemalas ah ;D i kept asking her to go mandi. mun inda balik2 ku bckp, mana ia mandi tu. biar tia bau masam! BLUEK! and now, iv got nothing much to do lg. liat tv, baca buku and tunggu kekasih i pulang kerja! whuuut, i love you, smexy!