14th May 2011 (=

Been an ages, i know right and now here 's me with my update. well who know's someone might reading my blog anyway....... i think i miss my bestfriend. and somehow i also felt like i left behind. yes i know our school era is already over and i live far from them. I get so jealous reading their walls and hoping that they would talk to me too. We're not friends anymore and we didnt talk to each other for a while and i wonder why. I am busy, as im working now but i still remember who my bestfriend really are. I decide to remove them from my facebook friend list. dont ask me why, i dont even know the main reason too. fuck me, im stupid. bur ):

Live, Love, LIE! :}

Finally updated again. Its Freaking January Baby :( Iv got load trucks of stories to share but I just cant type all of shit happends for this time being. Im still waiting for My O's result and its driving me C.R.A.Z.Y! Its 7, and im hungry. I think i dont have enough sleep this lately as I woke up at 6.3oam daily. Im having my breakfast this morning with the familia, and end up sleeping for mins but shizz. Awake by the noise. I argued alot with my boyfriend ever since i lived far away. Everything goes wrong and I am controlled by my jealousy feelings which is totally killing me. HATED it, seriously. I cant wait for January to end and my exam result, please came out soon. I get bored of staying this way at home, every single day. I gotta find something to do in life, and in other words, gotta find something to earn. I found out staying this way, is !@#%^&**! I wonder why are some jobless people can stand it. Even me cant stand of stuck in the house one fucking whole day! LOL. my sisters are going out and i dont feel like going out eventho she invited me to join them. I prefer internet's, sorry. I wanted to but then i end up with my lazyness, hehehe. I gotta moved to facebook and twitter now.

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