THURSDAY, please be easy? ):

July, 21st.
I was awake in the middle of the night, and its 3. TV was on and i fall back again to my sleep. and the alarm ring, clock shows 5.55 =) Alhamdulilah, i lived in the world today. Thanks Allah.
I woke up lazily and end up showering for 15 mins. School's uniform on and i thought to myself. "This is my lastyear of wearing Perdana Wazir's uniform"
Having breakfast soon and off to school.

-SCHOOL-
7 until 12.30
Everything went well. Even Maths class.
Went home and Had lunch, Off to school again for Malay Oral.
Thinks im gonna fail the oral /; sigh sigh sigh.
im heading home soon after done with my oral, saw the two school lovebirds. ugh.
Baby's message me, hes home for lunch.

aww. missed you very bad. I didnt have my afternoon nap since its getting late. i dont wanna end up tidur like hour saja, thats bad. and awful too! :(

While now, im done revising Geography for hour and gotta surf this internet for hour jua. Lets make it fair enough, yes? HEHEH. so yeah, need to shower soon and off to bed.
THURSDAY, please be easy? ):

(:

i fake a smile so he wont see..

Thanks Allah.

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

x

complicated is a one word.

This is life.
People judge me, they talk about me. They dislikes me, and somehow i felt i ever did something wrong. I know who i am and you should know how much i tried.
I don't talk much to people i just knew, i gave bad expression too.
i make face when i'm mad.
well again you should know how much i tried.
i cant just ignore you people, i cant.
i cant stand, and i don't want to argue this matter with my boyfriend.
i loved him, forever always am.
i'm sorry if i ever hurt your feelings.

If Only I Could tell you.

Wednesday, ugh :( Basically i didnt attend school's today. Not feeling well and i think sorethroat is coming to me :( :( payah kan menelan. hish.

i woke up early today, as usuall. end up having breakfast with umi and granny. trying to had my sleep back but neah, mata ani kenapa kah.
okay school yesterday was um. entah! lol. i got 10 for my oral, whee!
*YAWN. should be having mi shower right now cause Reed is on his way to fetch me but i end up blogging to kill the time. Mom asked to bring Balqis & Apply along since this week arah Nini tungku ada function i think. (:
planned to had a sleepover at my baby's. i missed her so much & cant wait to meet her.
<3>

hold me tight.

Bonkers!

im sleepy! im sleepy! /:
i need sleep. migard! i only sleep for hours today. Watched the final world cup and yes, SPAIN! lol.
Had a cup of coffee with Reed before he's heading home. SWEET isnt it?
Shower soon and im ready for school. English qualifying exam was today and im effing L.A.T.E ! arrived school at 7:40 and exam is at 8.
English paper 1 went very well. paper 2 kinda -.-'
Finished the exam at 11.30 and went home.
okay. SLEEP.

1:41PM.
Reed's wake up call! GAAAAAAAAH.
pengacau urang tidur. ganya nyuruh lunch /:
until then i dont have my sleep lagi. menyamal mata ku sudahh..
I did tried to catch some sleep tapi entah inda jua dapat. HEH
okay i stopped here.

i believe.

i believe forever exist whenever i around him (:

& i wonder why.

i should be sleeping by now but i decide to blogging.
I survived Wednesday, and Hello coming Thursday.
I am becoming a lazy one nowadays. I knew it because i started to set my alarm at 6 instead of 5.30 /: aww. I even snooze it for 5 mins and i may be late for school.
Stephanie & I was asked to stay out of the hall cause we are late today.
HEHEHE. luckily no punishment. My Art went well, and English Oral went well too.
We left the art room early and had our break. Combined Science class and I felt SLEEPY when Sir Yong Min Xiang started to turn off the lamp for slideshows. GAAARD.
Went home soon after Maths class and i dont sleep. The house was like a zoo. Mom's was here! (:
but too bad she have to balik bandar, again!
Funny when Balqis, Appy & I was sitting outside the house, basically at the verandah.
this one guy melintas jalan and he's acting weird. Appy told me ia inda sintar. (sorry for my words) at first i couldnt believe it until Appy salute him. HAHAH, he salute back and stand very still. macam polis wah -.-' eh entah eh ada saja. LOL.
okay its almost late, 10.32 consider late is it? :b
Gonna have general assembly besok and Geo class!
Cant wait to meet my boyfriend, soon.
i missed you sayang & yes. thats it, i missed you

Everything's in life is unfair

some people can be so annoying at a time. i know right (: im done with my shower and all stuff. i skip dinner cus i dont know. i dont feel like eating either. i cant stop thinking about loosing some weight. for my own sake. LOL.
i dont know what is waking me up early in the morning. so yes i end up with waking up at 6.. crazy.
i had my breakfast while he's working.
i dont know why i still feel so lonely.
maybe its because our relationship distance..
or i dont know.
i have to be strong, i know (:
i missed my homegirls, but they cant make up for this sunday.
sigh.

Tomorrow's 3rd. Its already July, 1 month left for Qualifying exam.
i wishedi had a time machine. HIHIHIHI
Saturday, Please be easy. and i cant wait for eclipse. i wanna watch it soon, like very soon? Edward Cullen must be missing me badly.
ADOLF HITLER, i envy him. been doin research on The Rise & Fall oh his time.
Man, he really a strong guy with politics on his mind.
i think im goin to sleep early tonight due to my ngantuk-ness. i shut off my phone for some reason.
yeah. I think we should be fair to each other. Everything's in life is unfair, true fact.
but no matter what happend, im gonna hold on to this for so long and so tight cus im afraid this great things wont happend twice.
should be off to bed now, think im sleep.