Dear Dairy..

His Baby ;)

Im F________. HEH

School's out, SCREAM & SHOUT! ;DD

Happy Holiday! :)

and its friday. i woke up early cus i slept early lastnight. i was thinkin what to do and i had s____ break in the morning. im hungry either. i message Reed soon im awake and he's off to work. I decided to cuci our baju like ZILLIONS. Ngalih Much. While Jemur the baju, yknow jiran sebelah ani pervert. Ia balik2 liat, even nini say so. CHEH. tua sudah pun mau kambang. siapa jua beguna. LOL. Luckily im done with the baju thingy around 10. Im sweating, Recieved Reed's fowarding Aunty Nolly message. Says she's picking us up. I Suddenly ran to Nini's room. We both Belum mandi, and Balqis too. We rushed and had shower, Maklong's arrived with her Black Sorento and Honking twice! HEHEE. We had our breakfast at KDM Kuala Belait. I ate Chicken Rice and im full. BURP! We went home, and i sip 2 pills of the ubat. I was still thinkin what to do during this school holiday. We're off to Bandar besok, i think. Imma Be with Reed, Yes Yes? I Really Missed you, Please see me S.o.o.n !

please dont grow up too fast.

BEFORE

AFTER

That's it :)) No Longer jadi anak kecil ni adik ku. LOL

Don't Be Sad :]

i miss you, Really do :)
& its 9:29, wednesday night. 1 day left for the school holiday. im not gonna attend the school besok, sorry friends! i havent had my shower, just light food at wywy tadi. im still full, i think. Reed, again fall asleep right after our last message. i dont know either he's having shower or inda. i text him when i reached home but i dont get any sign so yeah. I GETTIT. nevermind, i know he is tired. No worries, il be good. :)))))))
im gonna off to bed after the Bond's movie. I have to woke up early besok due dengani my little brother, Appy bersunat. YAYY, no more mommy's little boy ni. sama tah ni basarnya macam abang parid *kirai :p i forgot to bring my pins and also the scarf. HEHEHE. i have my tudong here pulang. Im so clumsy and i missed every little thing. LOL & I tweet zer's at twitter, saying PakLong with MakLong missed her and she reply with, OHH. SURE? hekhek. message with mom tadi, and she will be here besok right after babah kerja, katanya. i expect that she would come tonight tapi entah. WE MISSED YOU MOM! /: Balqis wasnt here, she rather stayed at Granny's. Dont know what she's up to. I wear long skirt tadi with your Barracudas t-shirt sayang. Didnt expect that MakLong kan bawa makan. Cali, when i rarely pakai the skirt bejalan. i looked way to simple and macam org gur___. :DD but thanks to the handbag, for making me looked elegance! HAHAHA. Thanks Love, for the pretty handbag.
&i guess im signin out now. UPDATEsoon, thankyou!

17th March, TWEEDLEDEE! :))

i didnt attend the school today, i started the school holiday 2 days earlier! :) Reed is off to work, and having his lunch now. Will be back at 6, i guess. I havent had lunch yet, err. entah, malas. Appy soon to chop off his small bird. YAAY! basar sudah ia ni, LOL. i woke up today and realised its 9 and i dont recieved his message. I Call him up and aww. Another blissful morning to hear his voice. I Tweet Phat at twitter and changed the name too. I sort off moved to twitter sudah, Facebook getting lame-er. Decided to deactivate it pulang but neah. Its not my account, its Reed's :] Balqis still havent got her ass home from school. think im gonna off to sleep after this pasal boring ah, so jobless. i miss you, and please see me soon. YES LAV?

My Cancer Love

TWITTER was fun, yes it is :) yay. and hey, readers. aww. i cant sleep so yeah, up to blogging. Reed is off to sleep sudah due to his ngalihness. Talk to him on the phone for 15 mins tadi. Call him up soon around 6. and hey sayang, i really miss you. i didnt attend the school today, i know. pemalas.. heh. i cant wait to start the holiday, and maybe for some sleepovers. *kirai. hekhek. i woke up early banar. like always, and gaah. very jobless and that's great. I decided to check my friendster account. Which is way to bangas. Lol. Whee, i read all the comments and those stuff. I miss friendster :p off to them little kiddo schools to fetch aiman, si anak gajah. and went to liat the netball match, lagitia boring. I reached home around 4 and having mi nap. Wall-ing with Jush, Zatte and gimah on facebook. Like, im friggin bored. I try to shut my eyes but ugh. These eyes wanted to stay awake bah. And so on, talk to him, tweet Nisa, Cici and Zer's at twitter. Gad, internet is just a part of life sudah. No offence sayang, u still on my top list. ♥ i dont think im gonna attend the school jua besok. Mau ambil mc eh, kena bagi surat cinta karang from sir meze. HEHE. Kinda miss mom, Reed met her yesterday and i bet kamu inda mengumpat me, yes? LOL. Zattee is askin me to sleeover at her place this school holiday, hopefuly sayang suruh. please? nyehehe.
Kay Iskandar is adding me up on facebook. Saying i looked familiar to her but i dont even know her. Reed said the same thing too, so sorry. No strangers on my list, thank you. And im bouncing off now, gotta off to bed. My sayang would be so mad if he knows i stay awake ahir ahir when he's asleep. i really miss u, please see me soon! x

is looking foward to 2012.

in 2 years coming, we plan to get engage :)

HAHA :DD

Reed and I watched Alice in wonderland on sunday and the movie was siuk. ((:

kan sayang? HEHEHE.

sayang, text me soon.

• Me : Anty, where u at? anty di rumah kah? farid balik sudah? aku kan call kajap. kan cakap sama iaa. Hp nya tutup ah, lowbatt.
• Reed's Mom :Anty d kdai lai, trus kn ambil apik d gdong...
• Me : bah, ok. nda apa. karang kalau kita dirumah sudah bagitaukan farid ah. aku kan cakap sama ia pasal besuk.. okay? thank you anty =))
• Reed's Mom : K.

i look for u bah. please text me soon ure reading this. LOve you!

finally..

sudah punya 1 keluarga, (:

Nazzatul Nadira @ Natasha, Nazifi, Nur Balqis & Nurul Nabella.

on the 26th Februaury 2010.

Congrats to mom, and happy life. yes?

credit to hanafi salam.

It started when we were younger and you were mine.

im awake ((: whee. another random friday and i didnt go anywhere. just here, maklong's crib. i woke kinda early today due to terikah my little not so little brother appy punya baju. umi was here sudah and we belum bangun at all. i terikah his baju and he got mengaji class today. i tried to have my sleep back right after i terikah his baju but neah. tak dapat /: maklong asked bella and me to masak burger as the stuff prepared sudah. my sister kept saying eh karang saja masak bah. but i dont wan to pasal aku lapar sudah. aww! end up with masak burger and belle forgeot to masak the roti and she even forgot to mention to me supaya tarus mayonise so thats not even my fault :p maklong cakap. 'eh iatah burger anak dara ne' LOL. i was over too, aku goring the daging extra 2. which actualy the roti 8 saja. so yeah, belle and me had our burger morning with extra daging. DOUBLE CHESSE BURGER WAH! haha u mau sayang me buatkan untuk u? bah nanti tah ah. i know u want it so bad, yes yes? :DD

i have to jemur our baju right after i kenyang and aah. BURP! the jiran was kept looking at me. i dont know why, maybe because im not using b__? HAHAH. i havent had my shower kaliah plus im just awake! :pp i decided to sleep right after with the jemur thingy pasal ngantuk ah. terer kaliah aku jemur baju pukul 12. matahari pun senyum meliat aku, sekali i winked! ;) i watched 3 hari untuk selamanya through you-tube. Reed kept saying about the cerita dulu and until now, barutah aku ingat. i save the link at my phone and macam boring jua kan, i just watched tilpart 5. overall ada 10 part pulang so yeah, to entertain myself i watch hagemaru lagi arah youtube, then cerita mr.bean cartoon lagi. then liat trailer Titanic 2. Mahirah tell me about that, tapi at first i dont kinda believe her yang ada titanic 2 sekali aww. banar jua tu! haha. gila eh, was like nonsense jua tu the cerita. si jack wah masih muda and aah, crazy. ia jadi buruan saintis pasal he managed to masih hidup and jadi frozen man. kesian pasal he cant accept the fact yang si Rose sudah mati. eh entah eh, macam cali jua. inda masuk akal wah cerita ah. grenti ia pakai akal doremon! LOl.

lastly, i fall asleep while you-tubing. ahh, Life's good. Thanks sayang for this E63, u make my life easier :p i dreamt about you tadi, entah pasal we were on the phone and as usualy, i was mengusut over something and u inda layan. cali wah, jiwang amat the mimpi. something awake's me and when i opened my eyes aku dengar bunyi hujan dii luar. and AAAAAAAAAAH, BAJU KE BEJAMUR KALIIII? hahhahaha. i was like laju bangun dari katil and terus ambil bakul, saw sister belle was infront of the pc and i was mad at her saying, ehh ka inda kau bangunkan aku kah? baju wah di luar! hahha. baru jua bangun tidur then marah lagi tu. She answer me with, ''eh sudah kaliah ku bangkit, tu dalam tumbledrier ah. haha, smile and i walk balik ke bilik. decided kan tidur balik but ah, malas ku jua. Appy asked me to cooked mee goreng, he's hungry and i did. he's so demanding, like mau lagi goreng telur. He totally remind me of his father (:

i asked him to wash the dishes right after we done eating and maklong tegur.

'eh si appy kau suruh cuci piring?' and i said, awule. kali ia cakap,

"makin tia lagi macam aww"

HAHAH.

i had my shower after kenyang and whee. im feeling effin fresh, sweet smell and getting cuter with your boxer on sayang. LOL i took out all the baju from the machine and terus lipat. again, asked appy to lipat jua. whee! i realised banyak our panties, mostly girls punya and his panty around 3 to 4 saja :p ada lagi yang balqis punya barbie and appy punya mr.bean! HAHAH. im goin home after maghrib and had maths test for besok. NO WORRIES, i wont study. belajar pun, inda jua pandai.

i got problem with number, VERY.

done and im out, Lav.

i wish there's an undo button in my life.

Reed was mad at me pasal my classmate. and that's absurd. He started to say this and that, not to forget the "selfish" word. Like, entah eh. sudah tah diri nya nada phone then jarang lagi contact apa. sekali now kan marah marah. sasak ku wah. damn it, like inda jua payah cematu arah public. he kept saying that aku inda pandai paham kan ia, sekali kenapa tah relation ani sampai bertahun bilanya aku inda paham ia? u tell me. aaaaaaaaah, crazy.

i dont even know why. what's up with me this lately. i get mad easily.
okay. i LIE. i know what's up with myself. i turn out to be a psycho when im over missing him.
DAMN IT. macam kanak kanak jua eh cemani, do i have to act this way? GOD. i cant wait to grew up. im stuck in my own world. (see, i started to talk crap) i think im gonna have the meds, and i wanna sleep all night. im too tired of everything. Life threated me so bad. (Again) im tired of typing and i dont know what to say. but, i wanna talk and spill this out. im so alone, like nada dangan. crazy crazy crazy. i didnt have any bestfriends at my school. ))): Geography exam really does gave me earthquake. inda pandai wah! foffffffffffffffffffff. eh entah eh, kan marah saja pulang.

i better done with this shiz. i wanna sleep. i dont want to have my dinner. nada urang peduli either.

i hate this weird feeling.

Sasha Farid

And i hate when you adding or accepting people i dont like,same like you. Right? Ingatnya cali kali. Saandi.

9 minutes ago ·

Sasha Farid

they are my classmates wah tu. heh

8 minutes ago ·

Sasha Farid

Sekali? Tebuat me? Sama pun jua tatap jua diri inda suka. So now you can do whatever i dislike and i cant? What a selfish. Huh!

5 minutes ago ·

Sasha Farid

bah inda jua payah cakap pasal ani di sini. inda public kali bah ah? sudah me remove.

4 minutes ago ·

Sasha Farid

mwaah, i love u.

3 minutes ago ·

Sasha Farid

Sekali di mana kan cakap? Diri kan act cool? Huhh.. Tebuat diri tu ah. Saaandi. 2hari udah ni. Heh. Sampai bilakah baru kan paham.

2 minutes ago ·

Sasha Farid

I do love you too. But you never understand me,selalu buat yang inda urang sukaa. Tebuat me waah,mau jua me paham. Tapi diri... Entah eh,membari malas kan becakap.

53 seconds ago ·

Sasha Farid

siapa kan act cool? bisai kali bah ah peliatan u urg membaca atu. entah sampai bila bila pun inda paham.

19 seconds ago ·

Sasha Farid

HEH.

12 seconds ago ·

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i miss you.

Three passions

i hung up the phone without saying anything, and im speechless. sorry? but ugh, u annoyed me so much sayang. Like u dont have to cakap balik balik about that. il pay the yuran fee's soon. jangantah belanja anything, no worries. Thanks for the money. sigh.. Geography exam is besok and art today was driving me insane. I decided to lukis a pair of sandals instead of lukis pinang or ginger. payah kalii? im having headache during the afternoon class tadi, entah mengapa kah. heh.. i found out that Combined Science nya sanang. i-dont-know-why! Crazy, it is. i so cant wait for the holidays. i want it like now, malas lagi mau sekolah. )))))))))))))))))))))))))):

GREEN?

YADAYADAYADA.

TUESDAY, EVE. =) ANOTHER EXTREMELY BORING DAY. &hey, im just awake from my sleep. sleepy much, yes indeed. i stay up late til 3 lastnight and sigh. ngantuk kaliah for the exam today. we have BM 1 and 2 this morning. followed by art 1 petang ani, 2 til 4.30 which i dont even attend the exam due to my M word. i decided to sleep, im way too exhausted for everything. i didnt reply his last message and terus tidur. well now, im speechless. i was sitting here on the sofa and thinking what to do. i need to study for combined science tommorow. All the 5sc, 5Amazing, 5Brilliant, 5C and the 5Revolution is having exam for now but the other class selalu making noise, so annoying eh -.-' and the bell kept bebunyi saja which awakes me kalau i was sleeping.

and talking about annoying thing, my own boyfriend pun can be one of them sometimes. Like now saja, inda pandai mendangar cakap bah.
Him : Ni me baru kana panggil. Kay.
Me : aga pulang. mengurat
our two last text and now he's gone.
sandi kan? memang pun. ia andang nya suka ________________.

Lav.

Happy 30th Birthday

Kemsiah Rabaha @ Reed's Mom.

May Allah blessed you, Panjang Umur & Di Murahkan Rezeki. =)

Amin.

my time to think, my turn to go.

and hello sunday!

i woke up today, and it was such a blessed. i slept early lastnight, aah. i talk to Reed but sekejap saja. Decided to call him up arah his mom punya phone. Lastly, i was fall asleep. When im awake, i really wanted to pee. LOL. Nini remind me of the jemputan thingy arah Serikandi Cafe. Planned kan bawa maklong but neah. She bring us along ke Bandar saja. So yeah, Asked Balqis and Appy to had their shower. I actualy malas kan breakfast but i got headache. Pasal i skip dinner lastnight. Have to cooked mee goreng jua eventho malas. Maklong sampai fter 30mins, and zoom terus ke bandar. Paklong ada wedding invitation arah IGS hall, i think. Off to giant to had our lunch since all of us starving sudah pun. I Felt macam malas to jalan jalan around the giant, boring bah. Missing him, )): Recieved Reed's message and YAYY! i smile widely. He's at tungku, having ambuyat stuff with his family. Lastly, we're heading to gadong. Kan cuci mata bah. OPPPPPS? heh. and now, we balik sudah. plus gadong boring jua. Lagitia, and ada this new shop caught my dearly attention! Yknow, jual semua Branded Handbag. Like, Gucci and all those Louis Vuitton. So IRRESISTBLE wah sayang. *kirai. hehe. i dont know what time we're going back to kuala belait since Paklong and Muzzakir liat movie. Hopefully inda akhir,

&go take your shovel and bury the castle ")

im awake from my sleep. (: a tiring day, very. i dont know what is my dream about tadi but i remember ada bah mimpi. LOL Nini woke me up saying, chaa. bangun! maghrib eh? and i was like, eh apakan baru jua around 5. im still at maklong's place. will be going home later aroun 8 i think. gottaa do some homework, revising and aah. bermalasan! whee. Reed habis kerja sudah, and think now hes goin to the bank to check his gaji. i miss you sayangggg.

ada wah this girl arah facebook! ia add our facebook. like, strangers jua tu. i dont even know her plus apatah lagi kekasih kuu. inda kenal langsung. sudah tah lawa hantap, seriously. kurus apa. hot chiks lah macam kim kardashian :DD kan kan kan sayang? ahakz. besok saturday, and guess whaaaaaaaat. Exam is just around the corner! GAAAD. belajar geo lagi, apa lagi. semua lagi. ohh, i need to motivate myself this time. mesti belajar, manada lawyer yang kurang IQ eh. hehe

i miss mom already. shes here tadi with babah, but now ia balik again. Appy sikit lagi mau cry cry, hehe. kesian anak manja mama! ni nah aku jadi mama :DD
i just knew 7th March is this sunday. And it is Dad's birthday and also Reed's Mommy! (=

She lives in a fairytales.

im done with everything at last =)! i decided to change my url, and also the skins. the previous one sucks. and ugh, im tired. woke up at 7 today and its friday lav! my boyfriend is off to work. and i miss him, sigh. i havent had my shower due to the M word. had breakfast with appy few hours ago, mom were still at her husband's place. think she's going to kb today. yesterday wasnt a blessed day at all. i screw up at geography subject, i was asked to stand for the whole period just because i cant answer the question. like gad, payah jua geo an /; its not that i didnt revise but, but for now i was revising the weather & climate tapi the teacher soal plate tectonic. inda jua mengana tu. LOL feel like giving up on learning geo tapi entah eh. a friend of mine said i must love the subject to understand all of the contain. i miss history lesson! )):

i just ate half of the food during breaktime. i was still thinkin about the geo thingy. babal much bah. sedihhhhhhhhhh eh! we had sastera after the break and im reading cerpen. boring the subject. like i just diam diam saja, nada mood! heh. duirng english period 8 9 pun i didnt do the work sheet. Ms.Madeliene asked me to but inda jua. malas! i just wanna go home, sleep and talk to him. i checked my phone soon i reached home, i recieved his message and yadayadayada. malas eh rasanya. off to bed & sleep!