14th May 2011 (=

Been an ages, i know right and now here 's me with my update. well who know's someone might reading my blog anyway....... i think i miss my bestfriend. and somehow i also felt like i left behind. yes i know our school era is already over and i live far from them. I get so jealous reading their walls and hoping that they would talk to me too. We're not friends anymore and we didnt talk to each other for a while and i wonder why. I am busy, as im working now but i still remember who my bestfriend really are. I decide to remove them from my facebook friend list. dont ask me why, i dont even know the main reason too. fuck me, im stupid. bur ):

Live, Love, LIE! :}

Finally updated again. Its Freaking January Baby :( Iv got load trucks of stories to share but I just cant type all of shit happends for this time being. Im still waiting for My O's result and its driving me C.R.A.Z.Y! Its 7, and im hungry. I think i dont have enough sleep this lately as I woke up at 6.3oam daily. Im having my breakfast this morning with the familia, and end up sleeping for mins but shizz. Awake by the noise. I argued alot with my boyfriend ever since i lived far away. Everything goes wrong and I am controlled by my jealousy feelings which is totally killing me. HATED it, seriously. I cant wait for January to end and my exam result, please came out soon. I get bored of staying this way at home, every single day. I gotta find something to do in life, and in other words, gotta find something to earn. I found out staying this way, is !@#%^&**! I wonder why are some jobless people can stand it. Even me cant stand of stuck in the house one fucking whole day! LOL. my sisters are going out and i dont feel like going out eventho she invited me to join them. I prefer internet's, sorry. I wanted to but then i end up with my lazyness, hehehe. I gotta moved to facebook and twitter now.

x

360 days with love! =)

i am awake by the alarm clock this morning. and hey, rise & shine sayang! :) i had breakfast with along, talking about this and that as early as 8am. lol.. WELL....... HEY! :D i finally managed to update my blog during this dull monday. iv been missing my baby! *deepsigh. i am phoneless right now. i left my everything at his house.. and i left with nothing. Its almost the end of December, and guess what? i dont even plan anything for my new year neither do my baby. Bungsu Ewan's wedding on this 1st January. siuk ah semua berkawinan sudah. heheh. Dull eh updates ku ah. sory

Now, the whole world has no clue what to do with us.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all muslims! :)

I hate blocked nose. it kept me awake early in the morning. i didnt sleep well this past few weeks. jiwa merana but yet i still can smile tho its hurting inside. Went to the beach yesterday evening, and we had so much fun. I cant stop laughing! I cant wait to finished my O's and looked for part time job. I really need fine a way to earn for myself. I owe alot to my parents especially to my father & mother. Had Combined Science I for tomorrow's exam. & I still didnt had any plan where to go after exam. Oh Ya. I Cant wait for netball this week! Its gonna be fun!! :DD

You Know What I Love Most About us?

i love how comfortable we are with each other.
i love how endlessly we make fun of each other.
but never take the teasing to heart.
I absolutely adore how when I turn away from you
When We are fighting, You try to stay mad then you run after me.
I love the look in your eyes When we kissed.
Or how you stay up to watch me sleep and write in my dairy how adorable i look when im sleeping.
I love how i can call you anytime when I need someone.
and somehow you never fail to make me laugh.
Agreed with everything I said, Even actually i was totally wrong about it.
Finally you just smile, and tell me how much you Love me.
We had silly fights, stupid arguements and Fucked Up Jokes
but lastly we end up laughing and crying.
I Love when we Had Monkey & Banana Tease. You so look like a real bad monkey!
I love The moment we shared our stories just to fall asleep.
I Love how much You need me as I Need you.
And Most of all, I Love how you Loved me.